A Good Work Experience

I completed a job assignment to day The first contract job ever in IT

I would say it went well and I learned alot.
I made a good impression on the people there but I may have talked a bit to much
They may hire me again to do other stuff

It is some what a weird thing to fight against the past decisions and do what is ethical only I was able to control all internal desires and only do the job I am proud of myself
I must be vague here for legal reasons but I am changing and it is about time.
By stopping and picking up some money I also conquered that little beast inside me today too.

Why did I feel so guilty about charging him money for the work I did ?

I love this song

City of Angels Soundtrack Lyrics
Artist: Paula Cole LyricsSong: Feelin' Love Lyrics

You make me feel like a sticky pistil Leaning into her stamen. You make me feel like Mr. Sunshine himself. You make me feel like splendor in the grass where we're rolling Damn skippy baby you make me feel like the Amazon's running between my thighs. You make me feel love You make me feel like a candy apple all red and horny You make me feel like I want to be dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door. And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt That I'm wearing and you would open the door And tie me up to the bed. You make me feel love Lover, I don't know who I am Am I Barry White? Am I hot inside? What would I place with your hot conscious Oh baby babe babe babe I will be your death the moon light Take your time You make me feel love

New Chapter in my Life

I love and hate new starts They are all about promise and built on sand and yet that sand can support huge fairy-tales of our lives . The things we choose to do and the way we want to change and affect our lives and those around us , I am in awe of the choices available to me. I can go anywhere, anytime, with the smallest of plans . I do feel so free !
I start tomorrow on a small two or three day job and it is the first job outside of school that has anything to do with IT. It is the start of MY new career. I feel so young and yet so old at 43 to be starting over and I do feel like there is a promise of a future for me.

I need to get to work and get my own place and a better car and find the things that will bring me the most pleasure . The days are always numbered and I want to help other people, I need to find the proper course for achieving the goals I want to reach.

I know tomorrow is promise to no one , I cannot affort to sit so idol so much or I will waste my future on nothing but TV watching. That would be a true loss for everyone .