I wish

I wish I was more interested in myself I think I am bored with myself. I tried to use a excel spread sheet to track how I feel and how much I am eating, but I never filled it out yesterday not at all! and it was the second day
Maybe I need to hang it on the wall and fill it in by hand, to easy to hide it in the computer.
Clay offer a job at 7.00 hourly I just couldn't take it It is so little money and I don't want to rip off people legaly in a pawn setting I have to make the right choices now. No more *uckups was this a good choice or bad? who knows?
No one said it would be easy but no one said it would be this hard.
later