New Chapter in my Life

I love and hate new starts They are all about promise and built on sand and yet that sand can support huge fairy-tales of our lives . The things we choose to do and the way we want to change and affect our lives and those around us , I am in awe of the choices available to me. I can go anywhere, anytime, with the smallest of plans . I do feel so free !
I start tomorrow on a small two or three day job and it is the first job outside of school that has anything to do with IT. It is the start of MY new career. I feel so young and yet so old at 43 to be starting over and I do feel like there is a promise of a future for me.

I need to get to work and get my own place and a better car and find the things that will bring me the most pleasure . The days are always numbered and I want to help other people, I need to find the proper course for achieving the goals I want to reach.

I know tomorrow is promise to no one , I cannot affort to sit so idol so much or I will waste my future on nothing but TV watching. That would be a true loss for everyone .